Friday, June 11, 2010

keep me where the light is.

I'm wondering now if I was a really bad person in a past life. Its coming to the point where I'm ready to go. Go =someplace different. Go = with someone different. I love my family, I love my friends, I love my house. I love my Bradner. I love my life, but I need to change it up, very soon, or I'll probably lose it (edit-my mind, not my life). I'm tired of being treated like a doormat, I'm tired of being unable to say anything in my defence for fear of retribution by (some of) the people that very closely share my life. I realize I've written many times about changing my life and making something more out of myself, and I'm working towards achieving that very quickly. I just don't know how to approach my current life with the prospect of its replacement.